That place

I still have not found that place that I mentioned in my second to last blog on here, I am have been off her for who knows how long or who knows why. Half the time I can't log in cuz I have a fucken stalker following me and hacking into my crap.

Anyways, if anyone even reads this shit anymore I am still alive .... yay me.....

School

I guess due to it being Halloween no one came to class today. There are only 13 out of 30 people in class today. Odd.

Going to dress up tonight, can't wait to make little ones run in fright.

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Weird Dream, going back to a familer place

First of all I wanted to say I am sorry for the long wait, in all honestly I forgot about this website all together, not like anyone visits and this may not be anything but I just thought it was worth sharing.

Ok, just a Note before I begin:first off my dream starts off with what seems like I am looking through a camera lens or at my camcorder's screen but I never see myself Holding a camera/camcorder at all in the it, its all in first person.

It starts off at night time, its pretty much pitch black, I believe I am in some sort of coldasack or something, there are no cars though except one,  some street lamps but all seem to be out except one or two which is odd, one closest to use is on and one at the end of the street is lit.

 (I will try and draw a picture or two to show you this)

Ok so I am hanging out in the middle of the street, with whom seem to be the EverymanHYBRID group or EMH, I can't remember names or see anyone else I just hear talking but I can't move my head for some reason, I see a mass, first thoughts that come to mind is "Slenderman" but than it gets closer to the light and the others are talking and I think saying "So did it work, I think it worked" or something, the mass gets closer till it steps into the light to show that it is one of the group, base on the size and look I would say maybe Vincent?

He has a wrapping around his face, showing his right eye, some hair and such is wearing a black body suit, looks somewhat like sweats, the thing on his face looks like gaze but is meant I think to look like a slenderman outfit, all of a sudden the area changes, it goes in REWIND!

REWINDS: Rewinds to him BEFORE he steps into the light to show me who he was and it was a funny joke that they were messing with, no idea why they would do this if they were infact trying to dress up like Slenderman or not, it is beyond me but it seems there is no need for the gaze since Vincent doesn't seem to be hurt

The Next Part:

 Ok so I end up walking away from them, again it is odd for I just APPEAR at a house door instead of feeling or seeing my feet move across the ground, I no longer hear the hybrids even though they should be just about 20 feet away from me... I am at this door, knock on it and a person appears, I can't say who it is for their face is all black, kinda like you would see before they realized Blurring a persons face was better instead of saying just doing a black line over their eyes to hid who they were, well this one's whole FACE was blacked out. It was odd, I can't remember what he sounded like though I know it was a male.

We maybe walk for 3 mins before getting to a new area, but this place looks more like half the house has not been finished and is basicly outside now, now roof just borders for the house to continue construction or it was abandoned and never finished, than all of a sudden Noah from TribeTwelve shows up, we all sit down, the man with the black face sits across from us next to some tools like old saw blades and me and Noah site one what seems like a bench or something, couldn't really tell.

The one across, lets call him Steve (no reason only to give him a name) Steve reaches over and grabs a mini saw blade or something, it looks like a knife but jagged edges. teeth if you will, it is rusted from rain and age, he asks if anyone has gaze, lord behold gaze appears he starts wrapping it but he says he needs a exacto knife to cuz the gaze as he is wrapping it around the blade, I tell him I have one but I left it in the car.            (Note: I do not OWN a car) He tells me to go get it so I leave.

I appear at the car, this time I remember walking somewhat, was mostly a appear at the door, appear in street and appear at the car, now there is another car next to it, a few women are in it drinking and just laughing, I don't know who they are or when they got there but it was not there before hand, the light posts isn't on so I am using a light, a flashlight maybe but it doesn't feel like I am holding anything.

They continue to laugh, the odd thing is this car that I called my own but I feel in the back of my head it is Noah's car     (Note: I am sure no car is built like this or it looks anything like the REAL Noah's car)  I go over to it and it has a crap load of key holes, there is a key hole on the front for crying out loud, where the engine would be, but instead of just one another one appears it kinda looks like a square outline, I don't open it instead I open up the hood, see the engine than close it and appear with the exacto knife in hand somehow, I close it and start to leave.

The women have long since stopped talking and laughing, I look over and they are gone, car is still there, I feel a tug almost to look over at the end of the street to my left, I do so only to see all other lights going to that are out except the one at the end, there he is, I know it to be him, I know it to be slenderman except if anything he starts to do a stop-run type thing, its like he was trying to make it behind some buildings before i saw him to spy on us, idk but he looked at me, if anything I wasn't afraid...than atleast because he looked so stupid, I ZOOMED in on him to see it looked more like a costume so I just walked to the door this time, yes accually walked err speed walked I think.

I get to the door yet am out of breath some how, even though it was only what? 30 feet away? I get inside. this door also has a little curved window at the top to see out of, I look around to see Slenderman, well his NO FACE anyways just standing there, it has to be the real him because there is no way he got from the end of the street without me hearing him RUN and he couldn't of gotten here just a second after i shut the door that fast either, I just stare and run back to where the others are.

I see Noah at the end of the hall way THING staring at Slenderman past me,scared look on his face.

Dream ends there

That was it, I don't remember anything else after that nor do I remember see "Steve" again at the end, it was odd IDK if slenderman entered the house or if he was still outside, if the everymanhybrid team was ok or not/

All I do know is that it DID scare me at the end. I don't know if this means anything or why I was seemed to be looking thrus a camera the whole time, idk it was just odd.Note: I have seen this place in other dreams of mine, that is why it is familiar but I have not see it in real life.

The Stalking Game

It seems someone is stalking me, not just slenderman, he or she has now been leaving me drawings and stuff like on my computer, I just don't know what to do anymore.

First the thing with being controlled by a proxy and accually slenderman getting it out of me (makes me think it was a good proxy?) from the last time we met, to all this shit like my email getting hacked and youtube and shit. I just can't take it anymore

I am tried of all this, I need a fucking break....

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My life as of now....

Well to start off my life has been insane to say the least, for now the normal stuff and I will improve on blogging late on.
Youtube account/s?: I had one before titled TheCannibal99, had about 20 videos or so up there, it was recently closed, no freaking idea why, pretty dang pissed over that, but not to much considering I THOUGHT I would be able to upload more videos from my computer that I had saved, right?

Wrong!
Couldn't find even a single vid-___- WTF?!! So seems someone hacked my computer,deleted the videos and proceeded to close my youtube account, trying to get everything settled, I don't know where to go from here to be honest, do I contact the police?

My new youtube account is as follows: http://www.youtube.com/user/MsTentacleRape?feature=mhee
I will also add my Twitter account here incase anyone needs to get in-touch with me: https://twitter.com/#!/LadySuccubusGod


This is where it gets weird.
Its hard to remember all of it but basically I was gone for the last 36hours (??) I don't know or sure how long but I know it was longer than 24 hours, I will write down what I remember happening.


September 22rd 10:00pm
I was tweeting a friend and got a message from another saying to "bring a mask and a weapon" and to meet at a certain location, I tell everyone bye and I hope to be back, and that I love them all (Most did not get that message) Anyways I drove there in my parents car, arrived about 10:45pm and got out near forest area, I don't know what to call it but it had a field in front of it, (I'll draw a pic later when I can) with forest around it and a shed type of thing off to the side, that fucking symbol was on the side of the building in spray paint.


There were about 6 others all in a circle, wearing different masks to hid their faces, some looked like females and other males, couldn't tell the ages sadly,some were wearing hoddies or just odd clothing for the cold night air like shorts and shirts, I was dressed in a dark hoddie with jeans, brought a kitchen knife but left that in the car along with my camera.....Stupid, I should have both brought it with me.
I find myself on the grass after a mild coughing fit, I felt as if I had enhaled smoke but there was no fire near me..

At the edge of the circle facing the woods he was there, the one that people call The Slender Man/Slenderman/Operator/ect HE did not move, everyone was around HIM to were I thought maybe we all were going to attack!


I saw them all rush at once towards him than I guess I must have blacked out, why am I so stupid never to catch him on camera?!!!
I just don't understand....


Next thing I know I am here, well at that place anyways, it was around 4:35AM when I got back to my car, no one else in sight or HIM as if nothing even happend! Drove home and made this blog page for myself, twitter helps but it can't show that much and youtube is good but I know I WOULD end up crying if I tried to think back, just seeing that again is bad enough not to mention typing about it, can't think of saying it outloud, I do hope everyone there is ok...

Everyone stay safe,

~Theresa


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